If anything in this world is bittersweet, this is, isn’t it? Sometimes we’re too focused on the things that we don’t have so we end up trading it for things that we used to have. That actually weren’t too bad, but we couldn’t see it until it was gone… So ironic.
I love the fact that school’s over for me at the moment. There’s no homework waiting to be done, no essays waiting to be written, no tests waiting to be failed… Or you know, something like that! On the same time, I can’t help thinking back on the lunch breaks when we would dive into a real deep subject that were nearly impossible to move on from. My friends were close and not at all going to colleges far far away. And the breaks! Imagine just being free from school for a whole week, or more! Well, ain’t gonna happen here for a while.
It sorta was the same when I broke up with my boyfriend. I wasn’t in love with him, so I couldn’t see him anymore. It wasn’t more complicated than that. Still during the time that we’d been together, he had become my best friend. Hence, I didn’t just break up with my boyfriend that day; I also broke up with my best friend. Again, bittersweet, but I guess that’s the circle of life.
You don’t know what you have until it’s gone..
For me, these are both situations with very clear examples of this. I mean, even though school was killing me, some parts of it was kinda soft. But that I didn’t realize until yesterday. So, there isn’t exactly much I could do about it. Only telling everyone I know that still goes to High School to enjoy the time! Because Beautifuls, if you’re still in school: you’ve got quite some facilities!
And Beautifuls, if you haven’t noticed already: time flies!
Make sure to do the best of it. ♥︎
So let’s stop rushing and start living